Sunday, 9 November 2014


This is my chart this cycle.  I suspect it is quad-phasic (pre-o, and 3 post-o temp levels), which I think probably means I was abducted by aliens and it is their spawn rather than my own chilling out in my ute and waiting to explode violently through my tummy.  I did have a waking dream the other night of Cleo telling me "They are watching you."  Shudder.  She didn't say who "they" were.

This is the first chemical from May/June.  Beta was at a 6 two days before bleeding.

This is the second chemical from September/October.  Beta was at 2 a whole day after the bleeding started. 

My straight up bfn charts look pretty much like the miscarriage charts but with slightly lower temps post ovulation.  This months chart is just a little weird and unlike any of my others.  Maybe that's a good thing.

I've been debating whether or not to continue temping.  For a little while I think I will.  From these two charts my temp dropped sharp just before bleeding, so I think maybe I will just watch out for that.  For a week or so.  I know temps can vary, but a steep enough drop may at least give me a day to prepare for the worst. 

Tomorrow morning, on 16dpo, I will pee on my last FRER, and hopefully the line will be darker.  I already made an appointment with my doc, but if the line is faint (or fainter) I will cancel and wait to see what happens.

I've spent all day being insanely lazy, but I did get out for a walk before dinner (which was nearly the end of me).  I've only felt sick when I drink water just after eating, or when I get hungry, and for the first time ever, I got hangry with the Moose.  He was supposed to bring me lunch, but instead brought me a coffee.  He has been offering me coffees all weekend, but I only can drink about half of one, which he would know if he listened!  I nearly cried and couldn't bring myself to get off the couch to fix myself something.  Poor Moose was given a little guilt trip.  Boobs still sore off and on.  I still feel pregnant anyway.  I've had rather annoying cramping for about 5 days now.  It is usually dull, sometimes sharp, and generally only lasts a short time.  No spotting or bleeding, though I did spot just a tiny bit on 10dpo.  Just waiting to see what tomorrow brings. 

Also, sexy time does occur outside of the fertile window, I just don't tend to record it.  I realize these charts totally look like I am just using the Moose for his body...which is totally a little true ;)